Friday, September 30, 2011

the cool breeze

heralds the rain. it is a respite after the sticky humidity of the last few days. i am thankful. i am so thankful because now i know (and hope) that kukku, our african grey will get water. she flew away three afternoons ago.

she has flown away before. but, then she couldn't fly far with her clipped wings and landed on the first floor of another building in our residential complex, ignored the sprouts they tried to feed her and almost bit open anyone who came near her. she was back with us in less than two days!

this time, i don't feel anything. no heaviness of the heart, no sinking feeling in the gut, nothing. its like the sub-conscious, or the soul, or whatever is that profound quiet voice, has made peace with the inevitable.

they are intelligent birds, these african greys. she could mimic our cough, the reverse sounds of two cars in our building, "blackie, blackie, come here," "blackie NO," and "aveeee," and a number of bird calls. i used to joke with H that she talks too much to herself just like buck of ice age 3. what makes me lose confidence and saddens me is the thought that maybe she wanted out.

she was left open in the house, like we do twice a week, for her to fly and after four rounds she just flew out of the window, flew out of the balcony, flew into the blue sky... just like she was meant to. the wings are just a bonus.

kukku and i



PS
by now, posters with cash reward to anyone who finds and hands her over would have been pasted around the neighbourhood.

Sunday, September 25, 2011

things that make me go *awww*

little boys in check shirts...

i <3 boys in check shirts

little girls in ribbons....

blue. ribbon. girl.

and, bright, warm-my-heart light.

the key

Friday, September 23, 2011

today

the husband has taken the kids to the park below. it is awfully quiet around here. the afternoons suddenly become cooler. the days are shorter now. winters are not far.

the view
the view from where i'm typing

the daughter has school tomorrow to practice for an upcoming theatre festival. did you hear that sound? it was the sound of my weekend crashing.

together

oh well! at least, the school buses will ferry the kids.




Wednesday, September 21, 2011

life's like that

the weekly eight-hour power outage continued for another five hours and the inverter batteries ran out. 

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mini diwali last night

plucked out an orange gerbera after spotting a new bud on the plant. makes me smile every time i lay eyes on it.

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don't miss the light


the neighbours upstairs renovated their kitchen the day before. the plumber worked on the pipes from my kitchen. aunty sat with me for the two-three hours, for my security, she said. then the next day, they painted it without notifying me and i now have paint splattered sill, pane, window and plants.

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blah! i tell you.


PS
am now going to drink the tea that has been brewing. that should make everything all right.

Sunday, September 18, 2011

you are the salt.

you are the mother. without you the family is lost. you are the one who guides. you are the anchor, the pivot of the family. but, you are unseen. just like salt. anything without salt is tasteless, useless. it adds to the flavour, it enhances the taste. without the salt, the curry is just goop. - excerpt from last Sunday's sermon

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su's rainbow ripple

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sunday morning table

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before church


PS
i am the salt. so, i would like to believe.

Saturday, September 17, 2011

ahem!

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PS
photographed by the son on my phone as i was taking pictures of them for the September sun post. there were ten more, but these are the least shaken of them all.

lines

i stood there,

i stood there,
as sparrows tittered,
sunshine scattered the mist,

made the dew on my lips twinkle.

i stood there,
as sparrows flitted to the shadows,
the sun shone proud and strong,

my wilted lips trembled in the little wind.

i stood there,
as sparrows ducked for cover,
the sun hung his face behind heavy clouds,
my lips seeped in their wrath,

my arms tried to hold in the burst of crystal.

i stood there.
i stood before God.

i stood my ground.